Something

Something is holding me up.
Something!
I cannot say it is allied to you,
But I surely can say, it is not new,
Is it the illusion of permanence that you threw?

What is this state of perplexity?
Can you define?
Is it ever going to be fine?
Not able to hew or bring about new dew!

I never opined that I would dismay so much,
But now that I do,
I want to know,why is it too.
Is there a reason or is it just a block,
To let the hours pass by the clock?

No matter what,I hope the fury goes away
I hope the  storm settles soon.
Is there a way I can say, let go of the mess?
I wish!
But I,could not care less.