I Wonder

Sometime I wonder,
Why not give U and I, a chance?
Why not play the song and the dance?

But I am afraid,
What if I am scarred?
What if I am again, bard?
Like the many times before.

I am scared of being hurt,
So as to, I have made it an art,
I have recouped the untold span,
I have been stung, but I ran.

So I wonder,yet again
If we gave us a chance,
Will I be able to live in the nuance?

But for now, let us be we,
Because we do not know what is destined to be,
Whatsoever it be,
I just wish U & I be happy.

My Crazy

We are good at happy,
We are great at lazy,
But, what if ,there comes a hazy?

We ace the smart,
We succumb to art,
But what if we unearth?

We have seen the high,
The lows have nevermore nigh,
And that, we are wry,
Yet,can we deny?

O My Crazy,
How I wish life was that easy,
Where we could walk by evenings,
That were ever breezy.
How I wish the rains would only bring joy,
And nix would ever usher coy.

May be it was meant to be , may be it was not.
But I feel a tinge of joy when I vibe, It's you I got.

Hushed but Frenzied

She and her madness,
He and his calm.
Both ignite together,
And make it colossal warm.

She likes to bug,
He loves the rug.
But how she wishes 
They had a play pug :)

The luminescence they bear,
Is perverse to wear.
But they usher a lot of care,
Like no efforts could ever dare.

So, we wish the joy
Prevails along with all the coy.
For it may not be forever;
But let they be joyful, until whenever.

Sparks and Security

For Callie, it always has been about seeking and yielding security. From the time she learnt about feelings , being secure was everything to her. When she had her first teenage crush, she thought this is it,' he's going to be my soulmate'. Her little heart broke the very next moment, when she saw her crush talking to a lot of other girls at school.

Such cute age! All of us I am sure have been through such benign feelings.

But when you actually feel a connect , a sparkle, do you start sinking in the feeling as eternal or do you start feeling anxious that the twinkle may be lost soon?

With Callie, anxiousness always crept in. The fear of losing out, the fear of being left behind, the fear of not working out always topped the perpetuity. Callie had always seen security worked the best.If you are secured at work space , you are happy. If you have secured trust in your partner, you are happy. 

But, what about the happiness that the sparkle brought, what about the one that chemistry brought? Does that last forever?


Callie told herself a best bet would be  always security with some sparkle, still questioning herself does such a balanced world even exist?

P.S: This post is a result of coffee chronicles with the head :)

Do any of us feel the same insanity?

Would love to hear some voices around here.

Many Different Reasons

One or Two,
I wish there were only few,
But there are,
Many different reasons
I do not pine for you.

I try try and try,
Not to let out a cry.
Not to ask furthermore WHY?
And there again, I rapt into,fresh new pry.

One or Two,
I wish they were not new,
But there are,
Many different reasons
That led to the eScrew
And how I wish,you knew.


Finally a light of nous,
That came to arouse,
In me, the zeal and the verve.
Now, One or Two,
I wish there were more to do,
Because now I like,
The Many different reasons
That do not usher me to you.